Accept the pain or change your ways
And after a couple of days
Regardless of change, when you feel the same
You will say
I only have myself to blame
But it's selfish to be sad
It's careless to feel bad
When you look at what you had
It's useless to get so mad
That you can't even think and you're eyes won't blink
When you stare at the future that's happening rapidly
Becoming your enemy
Screaming reality is no longer interesting to me
So maybe you'll leave it
Or maybe you've left it
Just pray what you find to replace it's not worse
Than this place where you've landed
Where you bite 'til you bleed
Where you must bend your knees when you're in the back seat
'Cause you have this disease from your head to your feet that makes you walk
And it makes you think
But you never talk and you always forget to breathe
And if you're looking for help
You should scour the shelves
'Cause you're going to hell for annoying your friends to no end
By repeating again the same questions
Like how do you talk?
Where does the buck stop?
When will the bus stop, I wanna get off
How do you clean out the kitchen sink?
Is it okay to cling to these old memories?
Should I wear this coat?
Should I go for the throat?
How long should I heat my heart in the microwave?
Am I?
Am I going insane?
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
Accept the pain or change your ways
And after a couple of days
Regardless of change, when you feel the same
You will say
credits
from Thomas,
released October 29, 2020
Drums - Joshua Taylor Rankin
Bass - Matthew Roads
Mixing engineer - Garrett Roads
Mastering engineer - Garrett Roads
Recording engineer - Andrew Wilke
Recording engineer - Christopher Thomas Ansuini
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